Howdy one and all!!
Well might as well get into it. I'm sick of being so god dam lazy with my art but this laptop truly is bringing my work down............. I really really wanna draw but this comp bugs me out so much that I don't wanna cause its inconvenient. I've got a lotta stuff I still wanna finish or at least start. Been wanting to do some more stitch art but my god its getting pretty tough with this crappy laptop. I wanna jump and do it but its just such a pain and it pisses me off that I can but wont do it.
I got to speak to my dad in quite a long time (like 4-6 months). Was really nice to hear his voice again even if it was just on the phone. Miss him quite a bit; I never know when he's back from work or back TOO work anymore which sucks. Really wanna hang out but I dunno how long that might take for that to happen :/
In recent weeks I've been getting a lot of shifts this month. So that's been good I do like money. And the whore inside me is quite pleased with it In the next couple months they are going to be THE MOST HECTIC since xbone and PS4 come out in November. Gunna hate it so much but love it since ill have my new PS4 ready to go xD cannot wait!
In terms of the game "League of Legends" I sometimes get this feeling of "whats the fucking point of me playing this game do I honestly make any difference if I was there or not" ; it feels like it reduces me to tears most of the time :/ but then I realise well "maybe next game could be different" usually not but I like to hope. I love the game but fuck me the community is just THE WORST ever my god. Its weird when I wanna scream or if im just not having any fun at all, im like the most quite person ever cause im so fucking over it and I feel like no one cares anyways if I try to make my point. So theres not much point in making a fuss anyways and try to be done with it as quickly as possible.
Sleep has not been my friend this or last week by far. Ive been very fucking tired and fatigued, Standing all day with no chair to sit down on really takes a bloody toll on the body. I feel like when I get home and sit/lye on my bed I feel like the world has just snapped my legs off and I cant feel them anymore. (not to mention the INCOMPETENT CUSTOMERS I have to deal with.....)
All I want is ONE DAY OF TRUE REST is that really just too much for me? I guess it is I dunno................